They piss me off!

Did you all know pink color, bunga2, manja2, gedik2 lembik2, ngada2, selow2, lembab2, bingai2 really piss me offf!!!! Rasa cam nak pijak2, penyet2, picit2, makan2, kunyah2, kisar2 jer. Moral of the story here kalau tak nak tengok me muntah dan kemudian me sumbat muntah tu dalam molot silalah bersahaja dan berbiasa sahaja. Jangan berlagak pandai, bila org cakap, org ajar dengar, bukan ko pun cakap sekali...

Arrrrggghhhhhhh.....

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time long long time ago far away from here

when tv was still in black and white and hair spray was still in style

there live a young woman with her mother in the place call country hell

she was beautiful and bright but was not educated since the mother who is a b**ch was busy changing a husband year after year

(btw her dad died lorrr...)

the mother will have a young and old fellow, dark and fair fellow, thick and thin fellow,

from good to bad and smart to stupid fellow

in the end all of her siblings have a different father and somehow is neglected

the mother was afraid that her husband like her daughter, so she send the daughter to her gramps to stay

in order to help her gramps out with their cost of living since they are in their golden days the daughter went to look for a work

work she did find but the pays not enough, she try her best to hang on as best as she can

she asked her mother for help, but her mother say no

you'll have to get married the b**ch said then you will be ok

the daughter said no but who is she kidding, the b**ch is her mother all she can do is crying

the b**ch married her off to a young man, who always treat her woman with no respect

he talk with his feed and fist, no caresses and kindness, no love song and poem

now vulgar words is the melody of her life, black and blue is the color of her rainbow

.... sambung lain kali arrr.....

Can meh???

can meh?

itu yang bermain difikiran dan terngiyang ngiyang pat telinga. bila ditimbal balik cam cannot jerk! kalu Mya cakap sekali dua tak paham leh la jugak jentik tangan tuh tapi nie dah beso! ibarat usop kg pisang dah aku nengoknyer. lengan berketul ketul! lambut jerk tak berapa nak ada lately neh!

buat muka kesian lagik, dalam hati sure taman bunga penuh harapan. eeee... rasa nak jadik cam kak limah pun ada, dah orang kata tak buleh tak buleh cam tak paham jugak! acu cuber reti bahase sikit. udah kater tak buleh tak buleh ler!

tapi... teman rasa nak jugak! hati berbelah bahagi. ibarat kater omputis, you cannot be in two places in one time! perh!!!! berabuk cakap! tulah yang cik halim neh plak sesuka hati jerk nak minum malam kat kedai mamak! nyusahkan org betul!

Aku nak berry berry neh!!! waaaaaaaaaaaarrggghhhhhh!!!!! kot karang me tengah berry kang mya bangun apa cer!!! hampess!!! can meh????

Penat wehhhh!!!

haish!

that what this week had been. giler penat, giler hanyut, giler tigtong! kira giler arrrr! rasa dah macam zomnie dalam citer the walking dead dah!

kerja plak menduga kesabaran jerk! mana yang urgent, mana yang tak cukup info, mana yang tak cukup data, client plak banyak la plak songeh! but macam manapun customer is always rightkan! sabo ajer lah.

Mya plak masih tak sihat moga dia cepat kebah dari demam dan tak meragam! yang pasti saya perlu tidooooooooooo!!!!! adehhhhh!!!

every body has thier own stupid anoying relative!

demm!
itu perkataan pertama yang terlintas pat kepala after mendengar ceritera my best friend about my another bedriden best friend neh.
all becouse of (from my opinion) salah paham sesama adik beradik. stupid people neh tak reti nak talk heart to heart ker. must we all judge things from khabar sebelah pihak, and must we be family based on the berapa banyak harta one have or berapa banyak tenaga one contribute.
haisshhhhh! demm anoying betolll!
dah lah mak bapak dah tak der, bertelagah lagik, so kalu jadik apa2 pandai2 arr bawak diri, so apa guna ada adik beradik kalau macam tuh. growing up together takkan tak tau lagik macam mana perangai masing2. must we pandang serong with each other.
for me if you got something to say, say it. don go and sok sek sok sek behind my back. memang akan further the confusion and the salah angap sesama sendirik kan. and again why kene ada hasad dengki sesama our own flesh and blood, rezeki masing2 tuhan dah tentukan, kalau ko senang means that is what god have desided for you so dont look down on others whos less fortunate. maybe itu ujian dia.
for my dear friend sabar ajerlah, if the blood is not thicker than water then lets buat air gula, letak gula banyak2, biar dia thick, biar dia likat. you dont need all of those bull, make another family from whom you can count on, tak semestinya from your own flesh and blood.

been there, done that. masa senang semua hurung cam semut, masa susah lalu depan umah pun depa sanggup tutup tinggkap. never mind, our time will come.!

again, demmm stupid anoying human being who thot they are better then others!

minggu yang emo

wahhhh... minggu neh me memang emo giler, nak kata datang bulan belum lagi, nak kata pregnant pun tak jugak walaupun me wish jugak, ekekekekke. maybe me punya hormon tingtong kot

dah lah last week me off kerja 1 minggu jaga mya kene demam panas, then kene demam champak, (masa mula2 pi klinik doc said its an elergik! hampess arr doc neh, pi blaja tinggi2 pun tak kenal champak ker bukan, at last my sis inlaw yang ada 7/8 anak yang konfirmkan itu demam champak! I want my refund!!! demm punya doc!!!)

masuk kerja plak, serba serbi hampess, ngan kerenah orangnyer, ngan kerenah mesen2 yang bengongnyer, semuanyer menduga kesabaran. rasa cacam nak hempuk2 jerk benda alah tu semua pat jalan raya!

sabaq hati sabaq!

demmmm!!!!

will you stab my back?

aiyohhh, bunyi tajuk cam budak sekolah menengah jerk but really this happened a few months sebelum bulan puasa lagi.

one day a few hours sebelum lunch kawan se opeh asked me if I can joint her for lunch sebab ada hal nak cakap me said OK, no prob. so pukul 1 on he dot me and her kuar, masuk jerk keter, baru 2/3 langkah dah bersembur kuar air mata, tanya soklan2 cepu cemas kat me, am i that bad? am i that stupid and so on.

pelik plak me, and asked her why? she explain to me how she excidently come across a chat conversation between a junior clerk who is supposedly her best friend and a male executive who is quite close to her. that chat conversation ada mentioned her name so without bad intention she read it. honestly me pun akan baca kalau me nampak nama me blinking in someone chat conversation.

guess what, both guys simply exchanging comments about her, a bad comments, saying how she is STUPID, that she says what she wants and if she feels like shes done something wrong she simply apologies as if it doesn't mean anything. and all her supposedly secrets she told the junior clerk is now out in the open when the junior clerk spill it out to the male executive.

they also commented on how she is all the same with her "sister" (that would be me by the way) and also commented on our dosa pahala. OMG! I scream inside! wth! wtf! who are they to say all those nasty things about others. who are they to judge others. as far as i am concern, even if i am in a bad mood, anger, i NEVER thought them as STUPID, i never judge them and i never once say awful things about them.

Yes i have a very bad temper but as anger as i can be the most harsh things that i would say to a friend is hampess! and tingtong! I never called a friend STUPID apatah lagi nak judge pasal depa punya dosa pahala. and to spill all the secrets entrusted to you is a taboo thing for me, apatah lagi kalau ianya melibatkan maruah.

yang bestnyer both stupid (nie baru me said and mean it) florida person tu (yess shikin, both are also from that STUPID place) bila buat kerja selalu tak pernah perfect! selalu ada salah, selalu ada tertinggal, selalu terlupa, selalu ter bengkalai dan yang selalu tolong cover depa neh ialah minah yang kene kutuk tadi. hadehhh!!! sebelum kata org bodoh tuh cermin diri dulu babe, nak wat surat dalam bahasa ibunda sendiri pun ko ketaq2, apa barang.

pasal dosa pahala org tak yah lah nak sibuk, diri sendirik tu betulkan dulu, kalu tegur ngan cara baik boleh lah org respect, kalu tak tau citer, buat andaian sendirik jerk, baik tak yah. setakat pakai tudung pakai baju kurung 24 jam tapi kasik orang "pegang"2 buat haper, so baik shup the hell up!

bila dah kantoi mulalah cam cacing kepanasan. buat muka seposen, konon tak bersalah, ntah haper2 citer jaja pat orang sana sini, mengadu, dasar pengecut. hak jantan tu plak dah blah dari company baru la nak post kat fb konon nak maki depan2 la, awat masa tak blah itu hari tak nak bersemuka, ingat aku takut ka, tak kene suntut ngan aku pun dah cukup bagus. La nie tinggal hak pompuan mangkuk tuh jerk tak blah2. Tebal plak kulit muka dia stay pat situ lagik mengadap minah yang dia kutuk tuh. dah kutuk2 orang lagi leh nak mintak tolon ajar buat kerja.

Tak sedar masa susah sapa yang dok tolon dia, makan minum, tido, berak pat umah minah yang dia kutuk tuh free2 jerk! Dah lah lansung tak kenang budi org tuh, lagi leh gi jaja citer org tu plak. Macamlah masa dia study pat uni pat malaysia barat tuh dia baik sangat! Bukan org tak tau apa dia pernah buat ngan tak pernah buat pat sana.

me memang cukup anti ngan kawan2 2/3 talam mukanya. cukup elergik, bagi me kalu berkawan, malah kalau kawin pun harus terima kawan atau pasangan seadanya. baik buruknya, maruahnya harus kita jaga, bayangkan kalau maruah kita org buat macam tuh, apa kita rasa. lagi plak kalau ianya melibatkan maruah keluarga.

so right now me and kawan opeh me yang kene kutuk tuh buat bodoh jerk, ko buat kerja ko, aku buat kerja aku, ko tak reti buat kerja ko, itu masalah ko, ko ada mulutkan ko tanyalah orang yang lebih pandai. kerja ko, ko settle sendirik, no more helping hand from us, that is the price you have to pay for your superb back stabbing showmanship!

hah, pas neh saper2 nak tikam belakang kalu berani buat arr, suntuk kepala lutut korang sampai tak leh jalan seumur hidup! pantang sunguh tau!